Jikudo

Desire is a direct reflection of your current form of affection, Circumstance, merely a luxury of your active state of mentality, Perspective a cheap illusion of a clearly obvious delusion, and reason lost in a familiar place of ecstasy and state of grace. I'm skeptical and cautious to take a step Cause with each one I give, I have less to bet In this game of Russian roulette I often fake Exactly how much of my soul is at stake So colder and colder I'll get Till I have but a shell of a soul left to bet But for now, this I must say That you should rather stay away For my heart would be easy to break And waste all the pain it took this shel

'n Enkele hartklop, my asem kom en gaan stadiger met elke uur Die lewe word uit gesyfer, versteen om te bly, vir altyd, hier Vlenters lê die stukke, vermong  in swart en wit in die skadu van die muur En ek wonder hoe lank die oomblik van my lewe nog sal duur Die lewe is nou 'n enkele kool nog aan die gang in gisteraand se vuur, maar dit flikker en verduister stadig terwyl ek wonder waarheen die sterre my sal stuur Tyd staan nader, ek hoor my hart verkrimmel, kraak soos ń skedel van ń dier in die kaake van 'n monster soos die tyd uit loop van die lewe wat ek huur

Kan jy klein bietjie sagter wees wêreld Ek probeer dink, ek probeer myself vind, Ek probeer my gevoelens by mekaar skraap, Ek probeer besluit of ek sal bly of weg waai in die wind, Ek probeer verstaan wat verkeerd geloop het, Ek probeer al my herhinneringe in volgorde bind, Ek probeer vas klou aan gister aand, Ek probeer sien soos ek het as ń kind, Ek probeer die anker los breek, En ek probeer die leemte in my bors verslind

You were my ambition, My Inspiration and my obsession. You were the first love of my life, The muse to my internal strife. I didn't ever want to let you down, I don't ever want to see you frown. My heart is where my demons hide, You showed me that it's not all dark inside, That its okay to let the real me out, That its okay to laugh, to scream and shout, That the sky is in reach from the floor, That I can love another and adore. But I'm chasing a dream that isn't real, Regardless of what I might think I feel, It's time to come down from this high. This is a long overdue goodbye. I wish you can hear me! I thank you! Yours sincerely

Love is a treacherous, wild beast, It's only goals are to hunt and feast. Its untamed, untethered and undone. With a body burning like the sun, It lures you in with gestures & fibs. It claws it's way through your ribs to chew on your tender, fragile heart and bit by bit tear it apart. Futile screams and a feeble fight, can but only bring it delight. You can try to hide and try to flee, But once you're tamed you can't be free.

Remember how I used to say I can't wait for a brand new day But now I'm scared of death, I'm scared of living Gave up on my hopes because they're unforgiving I misplaced my trust I've watched my world turn to dust Fought through things that felt never ending And my heart just keeps on mending Secrets mound behind my closet door Pieces keep spilling out onto the floor But here it is, the day I have to go I will try not to let it show How terrified I really am I will fight as hard as I can So we can sit side by side And watch the moon divide The water and the clear blue sky One last time before I die

Rage infuse their blood and tears They have no remorse, no rational fears Their song of war ravage our ears Nations will bleed for hundreds of years The will of one, the horde's desire Their souls, they burn like fire Ready to flood over an empire Behind them pinnacles of death aspire Beyond the valley, below the sky Inconceivable by the eye Righteous heroes, honor held high We will defend until we die Here we will make our stand For our blood and for our land Allies will come without command Hell itself we will withstand Time slows down as titans meet Bodies pile beneath our feet Frenzied lust in the battle's heat The flow

You're emotionally sewn unto my mind I am lost, you were so kind Would it help to scream I wish this was some sick dream Why can't my feelings tear me apart Rip this void right out of my heart I miss you so much It hurts; the memory of your touch There was no time for goodbye Only a thounsand tears that I cry